If I remember correctly, this is the first picture ever of Super Junior I saw. And I was like "O.o W...HY IN THE WORLD ARE THEY 13? THERE'S SO MANY OF THEM." And I never thought I'd get addicted to them as much as I am now.


Back in 2007, I was MADLY in love with the Taiwanese boy band, Fahrenheit. And I asked this one friend of mine, "Are you a fan of Fahrenheit?" She said "No, I like Super Junior." And I was like WHO ARE THEY? I searched for them and found this picture. Never gave too much attention.

May 2009, I was feeling oh so lonely and alone. I searched for Super Junior in YouTube and found "Sorry Sorry". I listened to it and said, "God, they're amazing! Why didn't I become a fan back when I first heard of them?!" And yes, that's the start of me being a fan. Big fan. Because of them, I became a KPOP fan. Time passed, and I learned more about them. There were 13 of them back then. I tried to memorize all the names of the members and whenever I tried to recite their names, I always forget Sungmin. :) Sorry, MinMin oppa^^

And now, I'm an ELF. I took a PROM15E TO ALWAYS 13ELIEVE in them. But something heartbreaking happened. If I'm not mistaken, I heard it last December.
"Hankyung is terminating his contract."
I was so sad. T-T
And also Kangin, having been caught in a fight and driving while drunk.
And Kibum not being active in the group anymore.
Heartbreaking.
The first thing I thought about them, "why in the world are they 13?"
Now? I'm dying just to see the 13 of them again. Dying. Dying.
I miss seeing 13 guys.
Why are these things happening?

There was this time I really had a hard time keeping my PROM15E. I wanted to give up.
Remember when I said I had to take a break? I wanted. But decided not to.
Why? I made a PROM15E and I should keep it.

If I had to give up everything I have just to see them being complete, trust me, I would. That's how much I want to see them again. I'm still hoping and 13elieving that one day, one day, I'll see a picture-- I'll see them complete again. Not just a picture but them, being complete and they're gonna perform on one stage and will be called Super Junior 13. That's what everyone wants. That's what everyone's waiting and craving for.

Oppa's, we love you. We have proven that this love is the hardest and saddest love in the world. Though it is hard, we're still holding on to it. That's how much we love you. We will stay by your side no matter what. We will support you though the world is against us. We don't care about the haters, anti's and those who are against us. We love you and that's something those people can never change. We live to be an ELF, your ELFs. And you live to be Super Junior. We were born to love you. To support you and to stay by your side no matter what. And you, our oppas are born to make us proud.
We're sorry if sometimes we hurt your feelings. We're really sorry.
We want you to be proud of us and we're going to make it.

Words will never be enough for us to explain why we love you.
Eternity won't be enough for us to love you.
"In our next life, if Super Junior exist, we will still choose to be your ELFs."
We love you and it's forever. ♥

We will keep our PROM15E and we will always 13ELIEVE in you. Whatever circumstances that may come, you're still 13eyond our imaginations. ♥

We will be strong for you as you keep on showing us you're strong.
We are hurting and we know you're hurting too~
We shed a lot of tears already, but will never be tired of shedding more for you.
Nothing else is left to say but WE LOVE YOU.
And we know you love us too. But 13elieve us, we love you more.

HWAITING~!